What is going on Readers, ya boy Skel here,
Your boy is looking forward to new things in what seems to be a new life. Last year marked the end of an era and now the ground has been broken on the rest of my life. Living with God is truly and adventure, and one I am quite grateful to be a part of. I have been Royalty and a pauper and I must say Royalty is my more suitable state. The enemy tried to take me out y'all, just go back and read old entries and you will have some idea of how. Thanks be to GOD that the how is not all that important in the grand scheme of things though. What was important that I learned how to live with and trust in GOD. That song says it all " Falling in love with Jesus was the best thing I have ever ever done". God was just a conversational acquaintance for a good portion of my life. I believed in "a power", but never took the time to experience His power and mercy. So now after going through what was literally a fight for my life ( Glad my God is a God of promise. And he keeps them) I am ready to continue with this new and most fascinating building era. Soul saved, heart for him, and mind about is word I wake up every day amazed and grateful I am still here. In awe that with all that has going on I have only experienced the tip of the iceberg. There is so much on the horizon and I am lining myself up with his mercy and instruction. The only thing that got me through those early years of my honest walk with Jesus the only thing that got me through was the belief he would make a difference in my life and circumstance, he boy did he deliver. Going from being virtually homeless to having a guarantee that rent and lights would be paid in such a short time is nothing short of a miracle.
Now I have been deep in thought and talks with God about what I expect for and from GOD in this new phase of my life. Who knew that there was soo much love and joy just one level below the pain and disappointment I harbored towards my self for so long. Well I know who did, GOD and he showed me too. There is more expected of me from my self this go round. And God shows me new interests and hones old gifts and talents on a daily basis. Some that I had honestly forgot I could even do. But am working as a whole unit for the first time in life. I am a whole person content in himself striving to be better in GOD. Do what you do GOD and show me how to live more abundantly in you. Get me right GOD so I can truly represent you in this life.
