Skel here,
What is faith, and how does one measure it? When do you know that your faith is not misplaced, what are you really believing in and for? I heard before that faith and knowing can be looked at as if your life is a highway, and you are in a car driving. Its easy to see when the day is bright and sunny, but when the evening comes it is time for the headlights. Those headlights will give you vision a few feet in front of you but not much else can really be seen. But if the road is good and signs displayed those headlights should be enough for you to get to your destination. This does seem to be like life in my observation. If I trust and belive that God already has my ending prepared and I simply have to get there, then i should have no problem only being able to see a few feet in front of me at a time. Ofcourse just like on a road this limited vision gets frustrating, but you continue to drive until you get to your destination and be happy and relieved that you have arrived.
I have begun the journey of new life. I have my past to refer to, God to guide me, and the faith that he will never leave me or forsake me. There have been more obsticles then I would have liked but how could I expect anything else. I am trying to make a turn around, I am trying to do better then I have been so, the enemy is angry. When I tell you he has thrown so much at me these last couple of days its not funny. But I am the man I say I am and GOD is most definately the great, gracious, and powerful Master, Lord, and King that HE says he is. Timidness is a fault I had not anticipated, but one that I am coming to grips with. I am new to this, everything works better in your head then in life. Its how an individual brings thoughts, dreams, and goals to life that sets them apart. I am tired of how things have been in my life, and made up in my mind to make a change. A change that has only been possible thus far because of God. He brought me a mighty long way, I am sure as I blog more more will come out, but he has done to much for me to doubt what he can do. So with that being said, I will continue on my way limited view and all. I know my destination is there and that I will reach it; does it really matter how fast??????
Friday, July 31, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Just Words..... Until it Counts
What up Good people, Skel here.
I hope all who read this are having a blessed day, well wish everyone on earth a blessed day. LOL Anyway, today I was thinking that there are certain things in life that really don't make a difference until its time for them to make a difference. LOL, don' t get lost (stay with me and I am goin to bless you ) LOL Things like Love, Faith, Respect, Honor, Loyalty, these are all nice words. Ones I am sure everyone has claimed to have for someone or another in their life. And it's easy for one to do these things when all is good, great, and groovin, but when the chips are down and these things are tested, how well do you honestly think you would hold up. With God, and family members for that matter, one can easily act upon those things when everything seems good. I want to know people who have endured and come out victoriously of times where they had to believe in something they could not see, but dared to declare to be true.
I have said that I am ushering in a new era of my life, and I intend to adjust to it successfully and productively. I have accepted that only I can change my life, that I am the only one who is holding myself back, and why I couldn't do those things before now. It is amazing that, here now, and at this very moment I am proving to myself that when it counts I do believe, I do love, I do trust, I do know what it is I am trying to accomplish. And most of all I know where my power lies and where my fire, my passion, and my drive get their never failing fuel. I can do all things through Christ. It's one thing to say it, but am I willing to stand the test, how do I feel in my heart of hearts this will progress? I have asked myself so many times in the last two years, "Lord is you that I am following or am I just making things up as I go?" I now know that I believe and trust in what I believe, and I have enough faith be open to the idea that I just might not know everything under the sun. LOL
I am ready to learn again. I want to explore, I want to go, and I want to see. Where you ask, any where the Lord sends me. I have lived from memories of a better time for far too long. It is time to embrace the now and this rejuvenated person I have become; and walk through every door that has and will become available to me by Gods good graces.
This is Skeleton Keyee signing out saying STAY TUNED its gonna get interesting.
I hope all who read this are having a blessed day, well wish everyone on earth a blessed day. LOL Anyway, today I was thinking that there are certain things in life that really don't make a difference until its time for them to make a difference. LOL, don' t get lost (stay with me and I am goin to bless you ) LOL Things like Love, Faith, Respect, Honor, Loyalty, these are all nice words. Ones I am sure everyone has claimed to have for someone or another in their life. And it's easy for one to do these things when all is good, great, and groovin, but when the chips are down and these things are tested, how well do you honestly think you would hold up. With God, and family members for that matter, one can easily act upon those things when everything seems good. I want to know people who have endured and come out victoriously of times where they had to believe in something they could not see, but dared to declare to be true.
I have said that I am ushering in a new era of my life, and I intend to adjust to it successfully and productively. I have accepted that only I can change my life, that I am the only one who is holding myself back, and why I couldn't do those things before now. It is amazing that, here now, and at this very moment I am proving to myself that when it counts I do believe, I do love, I do trust, I do know what it is I am trying to accomplish. And most of all I know where my power lies and where my fire, my passion, and my drive get their never failing fuel. I can do all things through Christ. It's one thing to say it, but am I willing to stand the test, how do I feel in my heart of hearts this will progress? I have asked myself so many times in the last two years, "Lord is you that I am following or am I just making things up as I go?" I now know that I believe and trust in what I believe, and I have enough faith be open to the idea that I just might not know everything under the sun. LOL
I am ready to learn again. I want to explore, I want to go, and I want to see. Where you ask, any where the Lord sends me. I have lived from memories of a better time for far too long. It is time to embrace the now and this rejuvenated person I have become; and walk through every door that has and will become available to me by Gods good graces.
This is Skeleton Keyee signing out saying STAY TUNED its gonna get interesting.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Pierce of Realization
Good Day Skel here,
Have you ever wanted and waited for somthing so long that you never really see how close you are to it until its right in your face. By that time all kinds of emotions swirl about LOL. I have been goin through a storm in my life for a long time, I wandered in the wilderness and all those good analogies and things. I have claimed to be out for so long it's just second nature to say now, but I always believed. So now that things are going in the direction that I want them to, not the way i want them to but the direction, I am over come by emotions. As hard and rough as that part of my life was, it was my life but now its over. A big part of me, 30 years of my life are over. I am excited about it, and even that is crazy to me. I am just ready to embrace this new lease on life and see where it takes me.
I will be in Savannah, GA next week. With a plan, a purpose, and a goal. I will be around the people I call family again. Coming from where i was in Richmond, VA where I had some close aquaintences but few friends, true friends. I am a real person, able to look at myself as a whole and not in pieces. I have had a nomadic life long enough to know that I am me no matter where i go or who i am around. I am always goin to be me, and for the first time that means a lot to me. I no longer need the people i care for to make me feel like somebody. I was somebody before you came in to my life and will be somebody when and if you leave. Love you just the same and I am quite sure we had some good times. Thats the way I look at the world LOL, and i like it that way. Just funny to realize that you really believe the things you say. I say all the time, and don't plan on stopping, that I love being me. LOL And I honestly and truely do. Not being conceited or pompous about it. Simply put, love the person that I have grown to be and am looking forward to the person I am to become.
This is Skel saying love life, love each other, love yourself and most importantly love the LORD
THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERY DAY I GET YOU NEVER FAIL TO REVEAL YOUR LOVE AND YOURSELF
Have you ever wanted and waited for somthing so long that you never really see how close you are to it until its right in your face. By that time all kinds of emotions swirl about LOL. I have been goin through a storm in my life for a long time, I wandered in the wilderness and all those good analogies and things. I have claimed to be out for so long it's just second nature to say now, but I always believed. So now that things are going in the direction that I want them to, not the way i want them to but the direction, I am over come by emotions. As hard and rough as that part of my life was, it was my life but now its over. A big part of me, 30 years of my life are over. I am excited about it, and even that is crazy to me. I am just ready to embrace this new lease on life and see where it takes me.
I will be in Savannah, GA next week. With a plan, a purpose, and a goal. I will be around the people I call family again. Coming from where i was in Richmond, VA where I had some close aquaintences but few friends, true friends. I am a real person, able to look at myself as a whole and not in pieces. I have had a nomadic life long enough to know that I am me no matter where i go or who i am around. I am always goin to be me, and for the first time that means a lot to me. I no longer need the people i care for to make me feel like somebody. I was somebody before you came in to my life and will be somebody when and if you leave. Love you just the same and I am quite sure we had some good times. Thats the way I look at the world LOL, and i like it that way. Just funny to realize that you really believe the things you say. I say all the time, and don't plan on stopping, that I love being me. LOL And I honestly and truely do. Not being conceited or pompous about it. Simply put, love the person that I have grown to be and am looking forward to the person I am to become.
This is Skel saying love life, love each other, love yourself and most importantly love the LORD
THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERY DAY I GET YOU NEVER FAIL TO REVEAL YOUR LOVE AND YOURSELF
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Hey it's me, SKELETON KEYEE
Whats Good Skeleton Keyee here, SKEL for short. Just a cool kat trying to find his way in this world with out compromising what I believe. Which is that I can live a happy, lucrative, and productive life by just being the person I am. I am looking forward to showing the world that its full of beautiful people for those willing to see. Beauty is relative to whom ever is beholding what ever, and for that its the mind. I love to encounter a beautiful and functioning mind gets me goin in ways I can't say just yet; but is a wonderous, wild, and fullfilling adventure when beautiful and great minds come together in peace and with purpose. Join me and share your mind.
Daybreak After the Breakthrough
July 25, 2009
When one makes up in their mind that changes must be made and makes efforts and steps to do so, it is always goin to be interesting. That story is told often LOL the coming out story, but usually only up until that point. What happens when you get what you have worked so hard for?
Life goes on it doesn't end and another storm, test, and trial is on the horizon. One thing I know to be true, once you make it through a life threatening and altering situation you will never look at life or anything in it the same again. I am still here, I can't say how much that really means to me. Don't know how many people have actually been to a place where they honestly and truthfully didn't think they would make it to see the next day, no not a figure of speach really didn't think they would see another day, life changing. I want to live now. Waking up each day has a whole new meaning. I have desires and goals now, and I can readily identify them. I am determined to live every day I get to the fullest and push every limit to the max. Been a boundery pusher my entire life and now with this new lease on life it will only increase.
Thats the beauty of it all. I wasn't a bad person in the first place, just a little missguided and didn't pay enough attention to self. It was always about the good of the whole but more and more I lost what ever voice I had. NO MORE. I am here and I will be heard. I am goin to be a success in my own eyes as well as many others who get the priviledge to hear and see of me. And the whole time GOD, Jesus, Master, and King will be the name on my lips. My smile and enthusiasum for this life is genuine and the love in my heart is pure and strong. From here on out my life will take a wonderful and dramatic upswing and I am gonna keep on going. Live life, love yourself, love each other and most important love the LORD.
When one makes up in their mind that changes must be made and makes efforts and steps to do so, it is always goin to be interesting. That story is told often LOL the coming out story, but usually only up until that point. What happens when you get what you have worked so hard for?
Life goes on it doesn't end and another storm, test, and trial is on the horizon. One thing I know to be true, once you make it through a life threatening and altering situation you will never look at life or anything in it the same again. I am still here, I can't say how much that really means to me. Don't know how many people have actually been to a place where they honestly and truthfully didn't think they would make it to see the next day, no not a figure of speach really didn't think they would see another day, life changing. I want to live now. Waking up each day has a whole new meaning. I have desires and goals now, and I can readily identify them. I am determined to live every day I get to the fullest and push every limit to the max. Been a boundery pusher my entire life and now with this new lease on life it will only increase.
Thats the beauty of it all. I wasn't a bad person in the first place, just a little missguided and didn't pay enough attention to self. It was always about the good of the whole but more and more I lost what ever voice I had. NO MORE. I am here and I will be heard. I am goin to be a success in my own eyes as well as many others who get the priviledge to hear and see of me. And the whole time GOD, Jesus, Master, and King will be the name on my lips. My smile and enthusiasum for this life is genuine and the love in my heart is pure and strong. From here on out my life will take a wonderful and dramatic upswing and I am gonna keep on going. Live life, love yourself, love each other and most important love the LORD.
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