July 25, 2009
When one makes up in their mind that changes must be made and makes efforts and steps to do so, it is always goin to be interesting. That story is told often LOL the coming out story, but usually only up until that point. What happens when you get what you have worked so hard for?
Life goes on it doesn't end and another storm, test, and trial is on the horizon. One thing I know to be true, once you make it through a life threatening and altering situation you will never look at life or anything in it the same again. I am still here, I can't say how much that really means to me. Don't know how many people have actually been to a place where they honestly and truthfully didn't think they would make it to see the next day, no not a figure of speach really didn't think they would see another day, life changing. I want to live now. Waking up each day has a whole new meaning. I have desires and goals now, and I can readily identify them. I am determined to live every day I get to the fullest and push every limit to the max. Been a boundery pusher my entire life and now with this new lease on life it will only increase.
Thats the beauty of it all. I wasn't a bad person in the first place, just a little missguided and didn't pay enough attention to self. It was always about the good of the whole but more and more I lost what ever voice I had. NO MORE. I am here and I will be heard. I am goin to be a success in my own eyes as well as many others who get the priviledge to hear and see of me. And the whole time GOD, Jesus, Master, and King will be the name on my lips. My smile and enthusiasum for this life is genuine and the love in my heart is pure and strong. From here on out my life will take a wonderful and dramatic upswing and I am gonna keep on going. Live life, love yourself, love each other and most important love the LORD.
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