What's going on Good People? Ya boy Skel here...... back in action.
I haven't been Ranting as much as I would have liked in the last couple of weeks. God has really been taking me through some sessions. I honestly don't even know where to begin. There is just so much I want to say. From my eyes being opened wider to this world, God, and most important (for this particular time at least) MYSELF. I have always had ideas, and have never had much problems letting them be known. Yet when you look at it where am I? What am I doing with any of the information, education, talents, or gifts that I posses? The list can just go on and on. For a long time I felt bad for having these thoughts , or at the very least strange. I am the kind of fellow that marches to his own tune. The way I think and see the world is so simple yet apparently unique. Well I am determined to make that work for me in this life time and on this earth.
I have been writing about overcoming a long and difficult period in my life, and how God was key in pulling me out of it. I can really say now that I am over and through a major, necessary and very difficult change in my life. It is the most amazing feeling, one I have experienced before but very rarely. The first time I heard my daughter call me daddy. When I saw my ex wife's foot coming down the stairs on our wedding day. The day my son was born. Just to name some of the safe ones LOL. Like I know even, this moment, and this time is going to forever be etched in my memory. When GOD presented me with a precious and permanent gift in my life.
Only this time he gave me, ME. This whole ordeal has taught me what kind of person I am, what I am made of, and who I serve. From here on out there is no telling where my life will go only I know that it gets better. Because now I have a purpose and not just a goal or a plan. There is nothing wrong with any of those things but I am finding that all three must be present and working together for anything to be different; in my life at least. Until now I have had no other purpose then to take care of those around me that I love. There were two things wrong with that, however, that I am so glad GOD taught me. I have to be included in those loved ones and I have to have the means to take them. I have lived all of my conscious life half way, going form one side to the other but never really whole. For me to achieve the life I have always seen myself living I had to have, know, and love myself and GOD simultaneously. I have to believe in the vessel being used as well as trust that it will do what it was meant to. I am excited and prepared for all the pleasure and pain that is on the horizon because I am alive, I am Me, and My GOD is on my side. I am ready for the my harvest of promises, reciprocity's, and manifestations before me. Thank you GOD
I leave you with this: Get to know and love the person you are and see how much better your life gets, I dare you LOL.
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