Day of Reckoning

What is going on WORLD its Skel here,

My day of reckoning has arrived, those who know me know that i have been preparing for this day for a couple of years now. Adding things I believed I needed, and removing things I did not. Even had to give up somethings I thought were mine forever, but that's how it goes. The return was slow but beginning to bud and blossom all around me. I am who I have worked so hard to be, I am a messenger, I am a counselor, I am a Man of GOD, and I am human. Simple yet very complex. I am at a loss for words, which is really rare, LOL. I am just so happy to be alive and to be living, not just existing. I have a plan for my life now, not just an idea of how I want it to be. I know where I am going and I am bound and determined to get there. I put in thirty years to get to know my product, Me, Myself, and I. I am finally declaring it to the world I want to get paid for being myself. Sounds conceited, and pompous, maybe but that depends on how you look at it. You would have to know who I am and what I bring to those around me in my every day. I invite you to do so. I don't exactly know where this blog will lead, if it leads anywhere at all. But every entry is purely and entirely me. Meet me and I will be the same person.
Today I am enjoying the 30th anniversary of my birth, and it is the first time since I was 10 years old that I have enjoyed the significance of it. At ten I was amazed that I was a decade. That word just fascinated me to the hilt, I said it all day, " I am a decade". Yes I was an odd child, but that is not the point of that story at this particular time. LOL It meant something to me, for myself and in myself. Every year since then has been about the people that were around me, or the gifts I did or didn't get, or me feeling like your getting older time to start shaping up. Yet today I am taken back to that birthday 20 years ago today and share that same feeling of accomplishment. Being enjoined by the kid in me that refuses to grow up and the adult in me who has learned to keep his lil behind in line alike. God gave me a gift today that even yesterday I was having some difficulty believing I had or would receive. I am WHOLE. My mind, body, spirit, and soul are under my control and on the same path. A path designated by GOD, and revealed to me when I relinquished that control to my Lord and Savior in exchange for his power, love, mercy and guidence. That power is beginning to shine through me and soon all that I have ever wanted will be a reality. I know this because I don't want what I can't have, but I want everything else that is mine. I know what I want in my life and through GOD all things are possible. I thank him for this day, I can not express that or even how much enough. It means sooooooooooooo much to me that I am here and that I am whole. Stay tuned to the blog and I am sure the whys and hows will come out. I am here to stay and my name and that of my family will live on even after my body has turned to dust. This I know and this I believe. I hope everyone enjoys today, its a day of celebration and everyone should be blessed. LOVE LOTS TOOTLES